going bowling now.
Will update tmr.
Updates on
Yesterdays gig and bowling.
Todays bowling with my cousin and friend from Aus.
nights!
Sunday, December 30, 2007
Friday, December 28, 2007
Why don't people understand, I hate to be disturb while I'm asleep!
So, no switching off of air-cons, no loud conversation with anyone/be it face to face
or phone. Do not switch on the lights and do not make SO MUCH NOISE. Do not leave
the door open be it widely open or just sightly, I don't like. KEEP IT CLOSE AT ALL TIMES.
Don't snatch away any pillows from me.
Just remember, I'm really really tired and it's really hard for me to
put myself to sleep. So, please be considerate. I'm very weak right now.
I need some rest. Haiz.
And thanks to brother, for waking me up my nice rest today after a long long day
during band. Giving me the laptop, asking me to use it now before it "hibernate"
LIKE HELLO, "IM SLEEPING?!!??! =.="
And as I wake up, left the room and into the horrible world.
The house, omg. I dont know what to say. All I did is cry. I'm tired and
the house isn't in good shape and ok nevermind. Too much going on.
Band was tough. The formation thingy, I swear to god that I was about
to faint while doing the formation.Was already seeing double. The ground is
like moving while I'm just standing straight. My head spins. just wthatthehell.
Sorry for all the vulgarities that I've said out.
Sorry for the non-stop complaints. My head can't take the heat luhh. And my leg
hurts like alot.
But beside all this, the formation thingy is fun to do! Really!
Enjoyed myself eventhough the soccer boys disturbed me calling my name
and my father's name. Sorry guys, boohoo, I'm in bad mood so I wasn't
fighting back with you people! haha. bullshit sak krg. ainnnggg.
So after the tiring day, went for lunch with Jorabia. At KFC.
Had alooooooooooooooooooooot x 10000 of laughters.
Practically, dirty talks! BUT! It wasn't intentional, it comes naturally.
But Ruby, dipping that into Chilli Sauce is WOOHOOO.
I shall stick to my Strawberry dip with Whipcream or Chocolate.
hahahahahahhhahahahaa. And Jordon will be like *give our drinks* "just shut up and eat"
:)
Walked home with 'em.
At home, cleaned the room and went to sleep.
The reason why I had both the Air-con and fan switched on
is simply because, the Air-con isnt cold enough and I need fan to sleep.
I mean, without the fan, I can feel the dust like falling onto me and it
irritates me. And it is also to make the temperature lower. nicer. cold.
Currently listening to Dear God and it's really nice lah.
The lyrics, ahh I like. Kinda meaningful though.
Now, Q NAD MIMI is chatting with me.
How nice if I'm there in the Library with 'em. CHEEYY.
`am I still able to make the wound heal? how long will it take?
So, no switching off of air-cons, no loud conversation with anyone/be it face to face
or phone. Do not switch on the lights and do not make SO MUCH NOISE. Do not leave
the door open be it widely open or just sightly, I don't like. KEEP IT CLOSE AT ALL TIMES.
Don't snatch away any pillows from me.
Just remember, I'm really really tired and it's really hard for me to
put myself to sleep. So, please be considerate. I'm very weak right now.
I need some rest. Haiz.
And thanks to brother, for waking me up my nice rest today after a long long day
during band. Giving me the laptop, asking me to use it now before it "hibernate"
LIKE HELLO, "IM SLEEPING?!!??! =.="
And as I wake up, left the room and into the horrible world.
The house, omg. I dont know what to say. All I did is cry. I'm tired and
the house isn't in good shape and ok nevermind. Too much going on.
Band was tough. The formation thingy, I swear to god that I was about
to faint while doing the formation.Was already seeing double. The ground is
like moving while I'm just standing straight. My head spins. just wthatthehell.
Sorry for all the vulgarities that I've said out.
Sorry for the non-stop complaints. My head can't take the heat luhh. And my leg
hurts like alot.
But beside all this, the formation thingy is fun to do! Really!
Enjoyed myself eventhough the soccer boys disturbed me calling my name
and my father's name. Sorry guys, boohoo, I'm in bad mood so I wasn't
fighting back with you people! haha. bullshit sak krg. ainnnggg.
So after the tiring day, went for lunch with Jorabia. At KFC.
Had alooooooooooooooooooooot x 10000 of laughters.
Practically, dirty talks! BUT! It wasn't intentional, it comes naturally.
But Ruby, dipping that into Chilli Sauce is WOOHOOO.
I shall stick to my Strawberry dip with Whipcream or Chocolate.
hahahahahahhhahahahaa. And Jordon will be like *give our drinks* "just shut up and eat"
:)
Walked home with 'em.
At home, cleaned the room and went to sleep.
The reason why I had both the Air-con and fan switched on
is simply because, the Air-con isnt cold enough and I need fan to sleep.
I mean, without the fan, I can feel the dust like falling onto me and it
irritates me. And it is also to make the temperature lower. nicer. cold.
Currently listening to Dear God and it's really nice lah.
The lyrics, ahh I like. Kinda meaningful though.
Now, Q NAD MIMI is chatting with me.
How nice if I'm there in the Library with 'em. CHEEYY.
`am I still able to make the wound heal? how long will it take?
Thursday, December 27, 2007
BAD HAIR DAY.
BAD CONTACT LENS DAY.
BAD BODY DAY.
okay what the hell irah? Bad body day?
Bad hair day was just a normal bad hair day whereby
my hair won't listen to me. ughs.
Bad contact lens day is simply because I had a veryyy hard time
putting on my lenses TODAY. It keeps coming out and my eyes will be watery
and itchy. Took veryyyy long to put it on. ugh. stress aku.
And bad body day is because i'm too tired to go anywhere.
Band is getting tougher and I'm still far far away from the others.
I may not look tired but maybe happy&joyful but I'm doing that
so I won't distract myself and others. But the fact is, I'm really really tired.
Not tired of band but just plain tired.
Restless nights as per normal and that leads to headache and flu.
Havent had a proper sleep since the holidays started. I swear.
Few nights after nights,I've been awake for more than 24hours and
ended up sleeping and waking up late night and tire myself out during band.
Irah, you need to learn to sleep early, school is like starting laah beb.
Eyebags is a big turn off for me but sadly, i have eyebags.
And now, i'm not wearing my specs as i got lens, the eyebags will
be more more obvious and it's like not nice. Already having ugly face,
adding the eyebags, equals to DOUBLE UGLY. whuddup seh. ughs.
School;
I miss studying. I miss friends irregardless/regardless? old/new/different levels/.
Really. But, I'll forever hate homeworks. zomg irahhhhhh.
Band;
How madly in love I am with band.
I miss coming for intensive practices though I'm always late. *sorry*
Hope I can memorize the scores which are needed to memorize
and hopefully, the marching plan goes well. *pray hard*
My tuning, its totally off and I'm worried.
My lips hurts more than ever before. I wonder why..
Im getting fatter and please don't argue. HAHA.
But I swear to god that I am already growing and becoming fatter.
I'm getting chubby-er than before on my face and my hips are getting
wider and my body is getting bigger. I look like a fatass and I mean it.
I can't take it but I think I ate too much. Like Qraisha said, maybe I'm
in the stage whereby I eat alot when I'm stress. TRUE.
Well, I had Grilled chicken foldover meal for lunch today
after Wgs Band practice and before heading fo Peixin concert band practice.
Before leaving Macdonalds, I bought Mcflurry. GOD. No worries, didn't finish
it up. :) Then Sir bought Mc Chicken for the band and he asked me to eat.
Well I didnt. But I wanted to. IRAH, BODOH NYER GEMOK. DAH GEMOK.
UGHS.
My sister was like "Welcome to the club" *shook hands*
DAMMIT, i'm fat and I'm stress.
Today was the most tiring day ever. Well, not really the most but
one of the most trying day. My leg aches, my foot wanna break.
My body is too weak and my eyes are tired. I'm not healthy now.
'I wonder whyyyyy'
FAT RIGHT.
And Faiz tried to be nice by saying.
Faiz:" There's alot to see when school reopens!"
Irah: "ahh yeah, TRUE. ugh!"
Faiz: " you'll always look cute. dont worry. Natural cuteness"
Irah: "errrrrr? ahkay"
ok whatever.
Saw my old time favourite guy. ARIF.
And I was like, okay shouldnt say anything. Hard to explain.
But there's this thought in my mind saying " hah, i got my only silas"
BUT WTH, WTH WTH. i don't. I admit, I've always thought I'm his and he's mine.
but what the heck, we're just friends that never talk like before.
errm, still consider friends right, silas? No one will show love
like how SHE showed you right. I understand. ku pening.
Well, I wanna go off now.
HELL, I wanna stuff myself with minicornetto.
SEE, GETTING FATTER LAHHHHH. kansaiii.
BAD CONTACT LENS DAY.
BAD BODY DAY.
okay what the hell irah? Bad body day?
Bad hair day was just a normal bad hair day whereby
my hair won't listen to me. ughs.
Bad contact lens day is simply because I had a veryyy hard time
putting on my lenses TODAY. It keeps coming out and my eyes will be watery
and itchy. Took veryyyy long to put it on. ugh. stress aku.
And bad body day is because i'm too tired to go anywhere.
Band is getting tougher and I'm still far far away from the others.
I may not look tired but maybe happy&joyful but I'm doing that
so I won't distract myself and others. But the fact is, I'm really really tired.
Not tired of band but just plain tired.
Restless nights as per normal and that leads to headache and flu.
Havent had a proper sleep since the holidays started. I swear.
Few nights after nights,I've been awake for more than 24hours and
ended up sleeping and waking up late night and tire myself out during band.
Irah, you need to learn to sleep early, school is like starting laah beb.
Eyebags is a big turn off for me but sadly, i have eyebags.
And now, i'm not wearing my specs as i got lens, the eyebags will
be more more obvious and it's like not nice. Already having ugly face,
adding the eyebags, equals to DOUBLE UGLY. whuddup seh. ughs.
School;
I miss studying. I miss friends irregardless/regardless? old/new/different levels/.
Really. But, I'll forever hate homeworks. zomg irahhhhhh.
Band;
How madly in love I am with band.
I miss coming for intensive practices though I'm always late. *sorry*
Hope I can memorize the scores which are needed to memorize
and hopefully, the marching plan goes well. *pray hard*
My tuning, its totally off and I'm worried.
My lips hurts more than ever before. I wonder why..
Im getting fatter and please don't argue. HAHA.
But I swear to god that I am already growing and becoming fatter.
I'm getting chubby-er than before on my face and my hips are getting
wider and my body is getting bigger. I look like a fatass and I mean it.
I can't take it but I think I ate too much. Like Qraisha said, maybe I'm
in the stage whereby I eat alot when I'm stress. TRUE.
Well, I had Grilled chicken foldover meal for lunch today
after Wgs Band practice and before heading fo Peixin concert band practice.
Before leaving Macdonalds, I bought Mcflurry. GOD. No worries, didn't finish
it up. :) Then Sir bought Mc Chicken for the band and he asked me to eat.
Well I didnt. But I wanted to. IRAH, BODOH NYER GEMOK. DAH GEMOK.
UGHS.
My sister was like "Welcome to the club" *shook hands*
DAMMIT, i'm fat and I'm stress.
Today was the most tiring day ever. Well, not really the most but
one of the most trying day. My leg aches, my foot wanna break.
My body is too weak and my eyes are tired. I'm not healthy now.
'I wonder whyyyyy'
FAT RIGHT.
And Faiz tried to be nice by saying.
Faiz:" There's alot to see when school reopens!"
Irah: "ahh yeah, TRUE. ugh!"
Faiz: " you'll always look cute. dont worry. Natural cuteness"
Irah: "errrrrr? ahkay"
ok whatever.
Saw my old time favourite guy. ARIF.
And I was like, okay shouldnt say anything. Hard to explain.
But there's this thought in my mind saying " hah, i got my only silas"
BUT WTH, WTH WTH. i don't. I admit, I've always thought I'm his and he's mine.
but what the heck, we're just friends that never talk like before.
errm, still consider friends right, silas? No one will show love
like how SHE showed you right. I understand. ku pening.
Well, I wanna go off now.
HELL, I wanna stuff myself with minicornetto.
SEE, GETTING FATTER LAHHHHH. kansaiii.
Morning people! (1:07am,thurdsay)
On Tuesday night,
I kinda didn't sleep. Watched Hikmah 3 till 4amplus
and then my brother woke up and watched tv.
Then he made some breakfast for us and we had it at around
5am plus. Then headed into my room just to lie down.
Got ready for band (wednesday) at around 7am.
Met Jorabia and headed off to school. Wasn't that late,
can be improvise. heheks.
Fat Cows Graze Daily At Elmo's Barn
It's fun learning all this things from Mr Sim, don't you think so?
But the flats and sharps gives me a big headache. Nevertheless,
I'm trying hard to learn. Mannn, gonna be a real real senior by next year.
woohooo.
ANW,
played Disco Lives! & The Lion Sleeps Tonight.
It's kinda fun. Except for some things that happened,
kinda lost my mood thru out the day. Nevermind.
nothing important though.
Bought my BIG BIG BIG BLOODY BIG uniform.
After band, bump into Sha and walked with her. &ruby ofcourse.
Then join back with the usuals and headed to Cwp.
We planned to head up to Banquet for lunch but we find it too `jelak.
So we tried going to LJS,MacDonalds,KFC,BurgerKing but all were bloody full.
No choice, back up at Banquet.
Had Mushroom U-mian. Lols. It's kinda little for me though.
Or am I just eating too much? ahh yeah, righto.
Walked around and had McFlurry :)
Then headed home with Lexus Sally&Nerdiah.
Ruby went home first and Raudha got seperated.
I mean, she bus-ed home while we walked. :)
Got home around 3plus.
And slept around 4pmplus till 12midnight.
ok, call me sleeping Beauty or whatever, but I do love sleeping.
Maybe because I'm dead tired as I was 24hours awake that time.
AHH YESSS.
Woke up and had Porridge with soup.
Watched soccer with bro Manu vs Sunderland.
Then off using the lappy.
Now, I have no idea whether to go for band pracs or not.
Or should I head to Peixin after that. AHHH, idk.
Im tired.
And guy, no worries, Im still down okay.
Asked those people whom I went out for lunch with today.
Am still feeling low.
`but you are still the one. the best. haiz
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Pictures: out with Naddy and Passione concert with Peixin Concert Band
secondhand serenade-MAYBE
is super sad. Remembered me Singing this with Fee.
awws, I miss her. I miss this song.
YOU got to listen to it.
maybe I should change it to my blog song.
ok band members,
tommorrow got band seh!
anyways, If i show any bad attitude
or any dissapointing actions, Im sorry okay.
Just feeling low now.
take cares.
secondhand serenade-MAYBE
is super sad. Remembered me Singing this with Fee.
awws, I miss her. I miss this song.
YOU got to listen to it.
maybe I should change it to my blog song.
ok band members,
tommorrow got band seh!
anyways, If i show any bad attitude
or any dissapointing actions, Im sorry okay.
Just feeling low now.
take cares.
Monday, December 24, 2007
THIS BANGS IRRITATES ME.
hahahahaaa. 3 bucks ajer. super cheap.
Well,
Im back bloggin as pernormal.
Still drop dead emo. ughs.
I'm here at my aunt's place since Saturday night.
Sunday I went out with my dear Naddy and now
chilax-ing at their crib watching movies and eating
kropok Lekor. HEAVEN MAN.
Anyways,
Thanks to all who tagged eventhough it's just afew people
but it's the thought that counts so, thank you all! lovely people.
I think today was suppose to be the day that I will
get my uniform but woke up late. So too bad, hopefully there's
more uniform for me later around 26.
And got to know that band practice dates will be change from
THURDAYS FRIDAY to MONDAY THURSDAY. wadafark.
So Friday? how, school ends super early and I got nothing to do.
Well, hope Peixin have practice on Friday, maybe I will come down
to Yishun. :)
Had a small BGR chat with my cousin here.
Sat beside her and she told me she read my bog already.
Raudha: hmmms, silas silas. yaya, kau slalu tak dpt org yg kau syg eh"
Irah: aboden.
Raudha: dah 4 kali plak tu. haiz
Irah: *screaming* BOOHOO. entah lah. hopeless ah.
*chat about something else.
heeheks.
aku rindu threesome ku and strangely, him.
gah, im out.
let's watch crime watch.
hahahahaaa. 3 bucks ajer. super cheap.
Well,
Im back bloggin as pernormal.
Still drop dead emo. ughs.
I'm here at my aunt's place since Saturday night.
Sunday I went out with my dear Naddy and now
chilax-ing at their crib watching movies and eating
kropok Lekor. HEAVEN MAN.
Anyways,
Thanks to all who tagged eventhough it's just afew people
but it's the thought that counts so, thank you all! lovely people.
I think today was suppose to be the day that I will
get my uniform but woke up late. So too bad, hopefully there's
more uniform for me later around 26.
And got to know that band practice dates will be change from
THURDAYS FRIDAY to MONDAY THURSDAY. wadafark.
So Friday? how, school ends super early and I got nothing to do.
Well, hope Peixin have practice on Friday, maybe I will come down
to Yishun. :)
Had a small BGR chat with my cousin here.
Sat beside her and she told me she read my bog already.
Raudha: hmmms, silas silas. yaya, kau slalu tak dpt org yg kau syg eh"
Irah: aboden.
Raudha: dah 4 kali plak tu. haiz
Irah: *screaming* BOOHOO. entah lah. hopeless ah.
*chat about something else.
heeheks.
aku rindu threesome ku and strangely, him.
gah, im out.
let's watch crime watch.
Sunday, December 23, 2007
Met Naddy and now I'm back.
Through out the day, I kept on saying " why silas do this to me?"
And Naddy will have to like "grr irah, dont care about him"
=_=
Im confused okay.
Everything I do, just seem hopeless.
Everything I tried, were just unsucessful.
Evertything isn't right now.
im down.
goodbye.
Through out the day, I kept on saying " why silas do this to me?"
And Naddy will have to like "grr irah, dont care about him"
=_=
Im confused okay.
Everything I do, just seem hopeless.
Everything I tried, were just unsucessful.
Evertything isn't right now.
im down.
goodbye.
`apalah ertinya hidup tanpa kekasihku.
-agnes monica, tanpa kekasihku. <3
Let's be drop dead emo for now people.
Too bad, I am emo-ing from yesterday night.
A big thankyou to Silas :) who've LEFT me in this state.
Yesterday night was yes, a big blow for me.
I don't know why but it all happened. All those things that
I would not want to face were faced. I don't know why but
everything went super wrong.
I watched Liverpool match while you were at Msia,
thinking you might not be able to watch. So, I took my time
just to concentrate and watch, incase you want to know
how the game went. But you were down there in your room
never thinking of me. Happily enjoyed your time with YOUR people.
I can't sleep at night and always hold on to my handphone
hoping it will vibrate any minute. Waiting msg from you,
but you didn't. expensive understand. But that is not the only reason right?
YOU werent thinking of me at all.
Before you left, you sent me a msg using Nabil's handphone.
I could remember it all. " hey irah, nie silas. I'm at the second link already.
You take care aites babe? Imy.. haha.k bye!"
THATS YOU TELLING ME YOU MISSED ME.
THATS YOU CALLING ME BABE.
While you were there,
I always pray that your ex won't find fault with you.
Hoping you have a great time through out the whole trip.
well, YOU DID HAVE A GOOD TIME. but not the way it meant to be.
I was all sick at home.
you werent thinking of me at all.
ughs.
Silas, why do you have to do this to me?
why why why and why?
And I'm sorry, you're not the THIRD.
YOU'RE THE FOURTH.
khairul,nazree,arif and YOU.
You didn't make me the most happiest Irah.
You didnt.
I thought you were the one.
Even my friends thought you were already the one.
But you went on betraying me during your trip.
why silas?
Yesterday night was suppose to be a nice night for me.
Was all prepared to go for Peixin's concert but you've changed my mood
from yesterday til forever. Why silas? why?
You hate her till this very day,
but weirdly, you love her. It's her you wanted but you hated her to the core.
What is this Silas? Idk. I dont and can't understand.
Why am I always pushed aside?
Did you used me? I gues you thought i'm able to be a replacement.
I dont wanna me a replacement.
I dont wanna be the one who you used to get over your ex.
You've helped me alot Silas.
You promised to be there whenever I'm in need.
Remember that arguement I had with my momma,
you tried hard to cheer me up. I'm touched. but where's all that?
why silas? why must you take all of it away? why?
You USED to say this.
"You're gorgeous in my eyes.okay?"
" My friend say you hot giler. then I told him "eh, dont take her, she's mine ah!" "
There's more Silas.
but why? where's all those words?
I missed you so much when you're gone.
And was delighted on the day you returned.
But found out the truth later. You kept me in the dark
and that hurts also. why silas? why?
You kept on saying sorry.
I'm also sorry that I don't know what to do.
I'm sorry because i think saying sorry doenst stop this mess.
why silas? why make me fall into your trap?
You made me fall for you and now you're doing this.
you're backing out. why? I don't understand why.
why silas?.
Fcuk, I'm terribly hurt.
I can't enjoy my time anymore.
How I wish I could turn back time and stop you from
going to that trip. omg silas.
I'm seriously, really, EXTREMELY hurt.
I don't know what's going on.
You were sweet and loving and nice and caring.
But why you turned into something I don't know?
Why did you changed your mind in just a split second?
You told me you really liked me alot last time,
but not now.
FCUK, do you know how hurting that sentence is?
I admit, I cried when you mentioned all this.
Cried my lungs out.
why silas? oh god, why?
Its not only youwho are having a hard time ok,
I do too.
I won't call you fucker or anything else which is insulting.
I wont. Cause I care. okay, i CARE. but thanks to you, you make
me feel all hurt and empty. why Silas? whYyyyy?!?!??
I admit, I've fallen for you.
I've jst recoverd from Arif story, then you made me feel normal.
Then you're doing exactly what Arif and the 2 others did.
why Silas? why?
You know I had enough of all this.
You know it and you know it well.
but why Silas? why?
SILAS WHY?
haiz,
dont just back out like this aytes Silas.
gotta help me. don't go away.
haiz.
-agnes monica, tanpa kekasihku. <3
Let's be drop dead emo for now people.
Too bad, I am emo-ing from yesterday night.
A big thankyou to Silas :) who've LEFT me in this state.
Yesterday night was yes, a big blow for me.
I don't know why but it all happened. All those things that
I would not want to face were faced. I don't know why but
everything went super wrong.
I watched Liverpool match while you were at Msia,
thinking you might not be able to watch. So, I took my time
just to concentrate and watch, incase you want to know
how the game went. But you were down there in your room
never thinking of me. Happily enjoyed your time with YOUR people.
I can't sleep at night and always hold on to my handphone
hoping it will vibrate any minute. Waiting msg from you,
but you didn't. expensive understand. But that is not the only reason right?
YOU werent thinking of me at all.
Before you left, you sent me a msg using Nabil's handphone.
I could remember it all. " hey irah, nie silas. I'm at the second link already.
You take care aites babe? Imy.. haha.k bye!"
THATS YOU TELLING ME YOU MISSED ME.
THATS YOU CALLING ME BABE.
While you were there,
I always pray that your ex won't find fault with you.
Hoping you have a great time through out the whole trip.
well, YOU DID HAVE A GOOD TIME. but not the way it meant to be.
I was all sick at home.
you werent thinking of me at all.
ughs.
Silas, why do you have to do this to me?
why why why and why?
And I'm sorry, you're not the THIRD.
YOU'RE THE FOURTH.
khairul,nazree,arif and YOU.
You didn't make me the most happiest Irah.
You didnt.
I thought you were the one.
Even my friends thought you were already the one.
But you went on betraying me during your trip.
why silas?
Yesterday night was suppose to be a nice night for me.
Was all prepared to go for Peixin's concert but you've changed my mood
from yesterday til forever. Why silas? why?
You hate her till this very day,
but weirdly, you love her. It's her you wanted but you hated her to the core.
What is this Silas? Idk. I dont and can't understand.
Why am I always pushed aside?
Did you used me? I gues you thought i'm able to be a replacement.
I dont wanna me a replacement.
I dont wanna be the one who you used to get over your ex.
You've helped me alot Silas.
You promised to be there whenever I'm in need.
Remember that arguement I had with my momma,
you tried hard to cheer me up. I'm touched. but where's all that?
why silas? why must you take all of it away? why?
You USED to say this.
"You're gorgeous in my eyes.okay?"
" My friend say you hot giler. then I told him "eh, dont take her, she's mine ah!" "
There's more Silas.
but why? where's all those words?
I missed you so much when you're gone.
And was delighted on the day you returned.
But found out the truth later. You kept me in the dark
and that hurts also. why silas? why?
You kept on saying sorry.
I'm also sorry that I don't know what to do.
I'm sorry because i think saying sorry doenst stop this mess.
why silas? why make me fall into your trap?
You made me fall for you and now you're doing this.
you're backing out. why? I don't understand why.
why silas?.
Fcuk, I'm terribly hurt.
I can't enjoy my time anymore.
How I wish I could turn back time and stop you from
going to that trip. omg silas.
I'm seriously, really, EXTREMELY hurt.
I don't know what's going on.
You were sweet and loving and nice and caring.
But why you turned into something I don't know?
Why did you changed your mind in just a split second?
You told me you really liked me alot last time,
but not now.
FCUK, do you know how hurting that sentence is?
I admit, I cried when you mentioned all this.
Cried my lungs out.
why silas? oh god, why?
Its not only youwho are having a hard time ok,
I do too.
I won't call you fucker or anything else which is insulting.
I wont. Cause I care. okay, i CARE. but thanks to you, you make
me feel all hurt and empty. why Silas? whYyyyy?!?!??
I admit, I've fallen for you.
I've jst recoverd from Arif story, then you made me feel normal.
Then you're doing exactly what Arif and the 2 others did.
why Silas? why?
You know I had enough of all this.
You know it and you know it well.
but why Silas? why?
SILAS WHY?
haiz,
dont just back out like this aytes Silas.
gotta help me. don't go away.
haiz.
Friday, December 21, 2007
Thankyou silas.
Have a happy life.
I knew this would happen.
WELL IT HAPPENED.
you freaking have no idea how i feel.
ok, bloody hurt. ok.
thanks alot.
Have a happy life.
I knew this would happen.
WELL IT HAPPENED.
you freaking have no idea how i feel.
ok, bloody hurt. ok.
thanks alot.
jatuh cinta lagi
Just finished watching this Indon Movie; Jatuh Cinta Lagi.
Yeap, clearly it's about falling in love right. It's a romantic comedy
and yeah, there's some parts which is heart breaking.
OH, it's not me who planned to watch that movie, well it's my sisters.
What a coincidence.
Thought of not watching it but it's Kris Dayanti's movie.
Mannn, she's pretty lah. :)
Sister and Brother left home after the movie.
I mean, they went out. So, currently I'm with Momma
and Tanter.
This morning.
Like FINALLY I'm able to sleep around 8am plus.
Then mom turn off the air-con and I was bloody fed-up.
Was just asleep and she ask to wake up around 9plus.
Can't go back to sleep immeidately due to her kecohness
that one of the hamsters escaped. So Tanter went all over the house
to find this little rascal. Then went back to sleep lah.
Woke up around 3plus and Tanter is still finding that rascal.
haha. Finally, that rascal was found under the sink area. Idiot.
Help to clean here and there. Then went off to shower.
After shower, watched that movie and now doing todays entry.
eh, I don't know whether I should keep this blog going.
I mean, lesser and lesser people are coming in to read. daily.
And the USUAL tagger never came back. ____ used to flood my tagboard
and chat with couple of my friends here. It's fun. but it's all gone.
Thankyou Naddy Qraisha and strangely Shawallah
for listening to all what I need to say and need to bare all of it.
I mean, It's merepek of me lah kan. But thanks girls. :)
anyways.
Hoping that I'm able to go to this Saturday's concert with Peixin.
Hoping that Sir is not angry about something.
Hoping that when I'm able to go, I got something nice to wear.
Please tell me it's not a MUST to wear black outfit.
I'm running out of it. lols.
I wanna wear my red dress. hahas.
NADDY.
mom going KL this sunday lahhh.
Well, now waiting for Naddy's call.
So slow lah she. hohos.
good Day :)
`practically, I live life to the fullest.
But I don't enjoy the feeling for now.
Yeap, clearly it's about falling in love right. It's a romantic comedy
and yeah, there's some parts which is heart breaking.
OH, it's not me who planned to watch that movie, well it's my sisters.
What a coincidence.
Thought of not watching it but it's Kris Dayanti's movie.
Mannn, she's pretty lah. :)
Sister and Brother left home after the movie.
I mean, they went out. So, currently I'm with Momma
and Tanter.
This morning.
Like FINALLY I'm able to sleep around 8am plus.
Then mom turn off the air-con and I was bloody fed-up.
Was just asleep and she ask to wake up around 9plus.
Can't go back to sleep immeidately due to her kecohness
that one of the hamsters escaped. So Tanter went all over the house
to find this little rascal. Then went back to sleep lah.
Woke up around 3plus and Tanter is still finding that rascal.
haha. Finally, that rascal was found under the sink area. Idiot.
Help to clean here and there. Then went off to shower.
After shower, watched that movie and now doing todays entry.
eh, I don't know whether I should keep this blog going.
I mean, lesser and lesser people are coming in to read. daily.
And the USUAL tagger never came back. ____ used to flood my tagboard
and chat with couple of my friends here. It's fun. but it's all gone.
Thankyou Naddy Qraisha and strangely Shawallah
for listening to all what I need to say and need to bare all of it.
I mean, It's merepek of me lah kan. But thanks girls. :)
anyways.
Hoping that I'm able to go to this Saturday's concert with Peixin.
Hoping that Sir is not angry about something.
Hoping that when I'm able to go, I got something nice to wear.
Please tell me it's not a MUST to wear black outfit.
I'm running out of it. lols.
I wanna wear my red dress. hahas.
NADDY.
mom going KL this sunday lahhh.
Well, now waiting for Naddy's call.
So slow lah she. hohos.
good Day :)
`practically, I live life to the fullest.
But I don't enjoy the feeling for now.
Silas, dont go away.
Current mood: dissapointed. Sad. disturbed.
*oh dear god.
AUGUSTANA- BOSTON lyrics.
Enjoy.
In the light of the sun, is there anyone?
Oh it has begun...Oh dear you look so lost,
eyes are red and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed... you said...
You don't know me, you don't even care,
She said
You don't know me, you don't wear my chains...
Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across
An open field, When flowers gaze at you...
they're not the only ones who cry
When they see you
You said...
You don't know me, you don't even care,
She saidYou don't know me, you don't wear my chains...
She said I think I'll go to Boston...
I think I'll start a new life,I think I'll start it over,
where no one knows my name,I'll get out of California,
I'm tired of the weather,I think I'll get a lover and fly 'em out to Spain...
I think I'll go to Boston,I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice..
oh yeah Boston... where no one knows my name...
so, bring me to Boston anyone? please.
anyways, won't be sleeping.
so 12hours free to cry together.
Good day.
*oh dear god.
AUGUSTANA- BOSTON lyrics.
Enjoy.
In the light of the sun, is there anyone?
Oh it has begun...Oh dear you look so lost,
eyes are red and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed... you said...
You don't know me, you don't even care,
She said
You don't know me, you don't wear my chains...
Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across
An open field, When flowers gaze at you...
they're not the only ones who cry
When they see you
You said...
You don't know me, you don't even care,
She saidYou don't know me, you don't wear my chains...
She said I think I'll go to Boston...
I think I'll start a new life,I think I'll start it over,
where no one knows my name,I'll get out of California,
I'm tired of the weather,I think I'll get a lover and fly 'em out to Spain...
I think I'll go to Boston,I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice..
oh yeah Boston... where no one knows my name...
so, bring me to Boston anyone? please.
anyways, won't be sleeping.
so 12hours free to cry together.
Good day.
`im sorry for being such a irritator in your life.
You made me fall for you and now you're backing out.
I feel that way. Not backing out literally but you just
don't seem like the way you are. Where's the silas I knew?
Where's the caring in you? it's different and that's weird.
I mean, I like you the way you were last time. super nice.
please come back to that old one I knew. really.
but if loving Syaza is your thing, I won't be stopping you
but will always support you from the back. Though deep down
it hurts but I dont mind getting hurt from the love ones, But
I can't bare to see the love ones getting hurt.
it's true.Everything about it all this while, it's true.
ugh.
Always remember this:
Whatever happen, happens aleast for a reason.
No worries, I won't be asking you for 20 good reasons.
Cause I totally understand. But please, Never be the 3rd
one to use me. thankyou. goodnight.
Selamat Hari kambing. weings.
It's fun eating at my grandmothers place.
hmm, father's side. The food is super nice.
The bloody Bagedel is bloody big and memuaskan. Lols.
Mimi havent stop with the arip thing seh. ughh.
ok skip skip.
Went to Langgah bedok? ah ya.
Had supper there where Baby Apin vomitted.
So cute. lols. But he went all stinky after that, so didn't
kiss him goodbye lah. eeew. :)
Reached home around 12plus and then wash up.
Used the lappy and now having a "Sad" conversation with naddy.
Naddy, it's not easy to forget about him.
Like I mentioned to you;
i mean, though i nvr show him the "loove" or whatever. but hey,, i looked forward for he's return seh.Remember me telling you that i cant sleep and i beeped him. then i can sleep.
when he's at msia, there's few nights i didnt sleep. cause i cant.
kept on looking at my hp after hours and hours, hoping he beeps me. like he said. but he didnt. i understand, it's expensive. but after he's return kan, things went alilbit sour.
yeah. there's more but I don't think I should say it here right?
Will be crying my bloody ass off siak like that. ugh.
Righto.
And Naddy,
I might not be able to "forget about him" or "whatever with him".
It's ain't easy. Lame kan? I know, but it's the fact ah.
naddy,
he's ain't bastard and never a bastard.
UGHHHH.
lols.
1.20AM.
CANT SLEEP.
WORRIED.
HEADACHE.
LOTS OF THINGS GOING THRU IN MY UGH MIND.
there's this feeling, hard to explain.
maybe there's something hidden behind all this while.
Maybe there's something somone have not mention to me.
Maybe I'm kept in the dark all this while.
I mean, if those things ain't true, what else could it be?
NOW,
let's just hope that whatever I've thought of will nvr happen.
*prays*
Goodnight.
It's fun eating at my grandmothers place.
hmm, father's side. The food is super nice.
The bloody Bagedel is bloody big and memuaskan. Lols.
Mimi havent stop with the arip thing seh. ughh.
ok skip skip.
Went to Langgah bedok? ah ya.
Had supper there where Baby Apin vomitted.
So cute. lols. But he went all stinky after that, so didn't
kiss him goodbye lah. eeew. :)
Reached home around 12plus and then wash up.
Used the lappy and now having a "Sad" conversation with naddy.
Naddy, it's not easy to forget about him.
Like I mentioned to you;
i mean, though i nvr show him the "loove" or whatever. but hey,, i looked forward for he's return seh.Remember me telling you that i cant sleep and i beeped him. then i can sleep.
when he's at msia, there's few nights i didnt sleep. cause i cant.
kept on looking at my hp after hours and hours, hoping he beeps me. like he said. but he didnt. i understand, it's expensive. but after he's return kan, things went alilbit sour.
yeah. there's more but I don't think I should say it here right?
Will be crying my bloody ass off siak like that. ugh.
Righto.
And Naddy,
I might not be able to "forget about him" or "whatever with him".
It's ain't easy. Lame kan? I know, but it's the fact ah.
naddy,
he's ain't bastard and never a bastard.
UGHHHH.
lols.
1.20AM.
CANT SLEEP.
WORRIED.
HEADACHE.
LOTS OF THINGS GOING THRU IN MY UGH MIND.
there's this feeling, hard to explain.
maybe there's something hidden behind all this while.
Maybe there's something somone have not mention to me.
Maybe I'm kept in the dark all this while.
I mean, if those things ain't true, what else could it be?
NOW,
let's just hope that whatever I've thought of will nvr happen.
*prays*
Goodnight.
Thursday, December 20, 2007
It's 2.50am and I'm still with my lappy.
Ok, actually the reason why I'm not sleeping is,
I'm watching Chelsea Vs Liverpool match later.
And I totally have no idea what time it starts.
GAH, silas's team is going dowwwwwwnnnnn :)
which is the Liverpool team uh.
Chelsea will win okay? INsyallah.
Ugh, stress you know.
Ask alot of people on MSN about it and all was like
" uhh, i dont know" " uh, not sure" "noopes, idk"
GRRRR.
ok it's weird asking two guys the same question.
Why weird? Cause they are GUYS and Im a girl, a girl watches
soccer matches while this two guys dont?. ok it's pelik actually.
Shawn;
Irah: ehhh. watch soccer or not?
Shawn: hmm nope. why?
Irah: ugh, Tot you watch, wanna know if you know the time for
Chelsea vs Liverpool's match.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
Shawn: ohh, Relax laa.
Muzzamil;
Irah: ehh
Muz: ?
Irah: watch soccer tak?
Muz: nehh
Irah: ugh! okok!
Sorry dudes for asking those questions and have no proper greetings.
AHAHH. grrr. PISSED.
I'm sweating like a pig here on my bed.
The fan is towards tanter . ahh! panas lah siol.
And I'm like "wth sehh"
both Silas and Naddy just go offline like that.
FUU. Silas, maybe understood. Naddy? went online again
and offline and never came back. UGH.
why im like this?
CAUSE I'm dead bored.
not only DEADBORED, DEAD TOO.
Dad's gonna kill me if I'm not asleep and wanna watch soccer ltr.
Tmr, I don't think I'm able to wake up for solat.
ughhhhhhh.
I'm pissed with JAMIE LYNN SPEARS for getting pregnant
at the age of 16. I love her show ( zoey 101) and she got pregnant?
I mean, ugh, why seh. bodoh nyer. And she's keeping the baby
and blah blah blah. Yes, JAMIE LYNN SPEARS sister of BRITNEY SPEARS.
both sisters, UGH.
OK BYE
Ok, actually the reason why I'm not sleeping is,
I'm watching Chelsea Vs Liverpool match later.
And I totally have no idea what time it starts.
GAH, silas's team is going dowwwwwwnnnnn :)
which is the Liverpool team uh.
Chelsea will win okay? INsyallah.
Ugh, stress you know.
Ask alot of people on MSN about it and all was like
" uhh, i dont know" " uh, not sure" "noopes, idk"
GRRRR.
ok it's weird asking two guys the same question.
Why weird? Cause they are GUYS and Im a girl, a girl watches
soccer matches while this two guys dont?. ok it's pelik actually.
Shawn;
Irah: ehhh. watch soccer or not?
Shawn: hmm nope. why?
Irah: ugh, Tot you watch, wanna know if you know the time for
Chelsea vs Liverpool's match.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
Shawn: ohh, Relax laa.
Muzzamil;
Irah: ehh
Muz: ?
Irah: watch soccer tak?
Muz: nehh
Irah: ugh! okok!
Sorry dudes for asking those questions and have no proper greetings.
AHAHH. grrr. PISSED.
I'm sweating like a pig here on my bed.
The fan is towards tanter . ahh! panas lah siol.
And I'm like "wth sehh"
both Silas and Naddy just go offline like that.
FUU. Silas, maybe understood. Naddy? went online again
and offline and never came back. UGH.
why im like this?
CAUSE I'm dead bored.
not only DEADBORED, DEAD TOO.
Dad's gonna kill me if I'm not asleep and wanna watch soccer ltr.
Tmr, I don't think I'm able to wake up for solat.
ughhhhhhh.
I'm pissed with JAMIE LYNN SPEARS for getting pregnant
at the age of 16. I love her show ( zoey 101) and she got pregnant?
I mean, ugh, why seh. bodoh nyer. And she's keeping the baby
and blah blah blah. Yes, JAMIE LYNN SPEARS sister of BRITNEY SPEARS.
both sisters, UGH.
OK BYE
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Tanpa Kekasihku-agnes monica.
Thumbs up! :)
Anyhoooos, (ok, Influence by Qraisha seh!)
Today is kinda fun you know despite that I woke up at 4 =.=
Mom,tanter,dad and sis left to Geylang I think.
Around 5pm they came back with baby Apin and Dani.
KECOH is today's theme.
haha.
Did some cleaning here and there as tmr is Hari Raya Haji.
Mom cooked all those Hari Raya food plus kerang rebus.
FUU! enjoyed the meal! hoho.
Practically, there's nothing to post for today's entry.
Tmr might be going for Hari Raya prayers,
Hopefully I can wake up and none of the lazyness will eat me up.
HAHA. okay diam. Then will be getting ready to head of to
both of my grandparents' place and then go home.
Hopefully I won't be eating alot tmr cause both
grandparents loove to cook alot and alot and we grandchild
will be "force" to eat and eat. Especially me.
And something about me, if someone already ask me
to eat, 'tunggu aper lagi, cekik ah!' haha. RABAK.
ok besides this happy eating occassion,
life have been awkward since two days ago. hah.
I don't know why but it's awkward.
& Naddy dearie, find hot guys?
You go, not me. I guess I've got one in my list.
HAHAH. I GUESS. I don't know.
ok people,
I have nothing to post.
really.
nehmind, let me try to think of something..
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SCHOOL!
I MISS SCHOOL.
I MISS FRIENDS.
I MISS TEACHERS. ok, forget about teachers.
done.
you think everything is changing?
to me, it is but how I wish things won't change.
Thumbs up! :)
Anyhoooos, (ok, Influence by Qraisha seh!)
Today is kinda fun you know despite that I woke up at 4 =.=
Mom,tanter,dad and sis left to Geylang I think.
Around 5pm they came back with baby Apin and Dani.
KECOH is today's theme.
haha.
Did some cleaning here and there as tmr is Hari Raya Haji.
Mom cooked all those Hari Raya food plus kerang rebus.
FUU! enjoyed the meal! hoho.
Practically, there's nothing to post for today's entry.
Tmr might be going for Hari Raya prayers,
Hopefully I can wake up and none of the lazyness will eat me up.
HAHA. okay diam. Then will be getting ready to head of to
both of my grandparents' place and then go home.
Hopefully I won't be eating alot tmr cause both
grandparents loove to cook alot and alot and we grandchild
will be "force" to eat and eat. Especially me.
And something about me, if someone already ask me
to eat, 'tunggu aper lagi, cekik ah!' haha. RABAK.
ok besides this happy eating occassion,
life have been awkward since two days ago. hah.
I don't know why but it's awkward.
& Naddy dearie, find hot guys?
You go, not me. I guess I've got one in my list.
HAHAH. I GUESS. I don't know.
ok people,
I have nothing to post.
really.
nehmind, let me try to think of something..
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SCHOOL!
I MISS SCHOOL.
I MISS FRIENDS.
I MISS TEACHERS. ok, forget about teachers.
done.
you think everything is changing?
to me, it is but how I wish things won't change.
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Met Naddy dearie for breakfast/lunch early on.
She's late. I waited outside Boots&Shoes until my butt cracks seh.
I mean, but cracked. not buttcracks. ok whatever.
Finally she came and headed off to cwp.
Bump into Hyekel and Aaron so, stop and chat.
Hyekel was like, look at me as in the clothes thingy
and mumbled "eh, you look nice......" and walked off.
=.=
Naddy and I was like " gawd, aper sehh"
and also walked off.
Had Chicken Rice, the both of us.
Talked and laughed again and again.
Shot some pictures in the toilet, ugh.
haha.
Then headed down and bougt bubble teaS right
after getting Nasi Ayam for abg, and tanter.
Came home.
Aunt came with tanter and 24 hamsters.
Hamsters, stop those noise you make, irritating sak.
kanasaiiii.
ok NADDY, I NEED THE PICTURES LAH.
SLENGS.
hehs.
OHOH, SOMEONE'S BACKKKK!
i dont care eh, give me your simpson's boxers.
She's late. I waited outside Boots&Shoes until my butt cracks seh.
I mean, but cracked. not buttcracks. ok whatever.
Finally she came and headed off to cwp.
Bump into Hyekel and Aaron so, stop and chat.
Hyekel was like, look at me as in the clothes thingy
and mumbled "eh, you look nice......" and walked off.
=.=
Naddy and I was like " gawd, aper sehh"
and also walked off.
Had Chicken Rice, the both of us.
Talked and laughed again and again.
Shot some pictures in the toilet, ugh.
haha.
Then headed down and bougt bubble teaS right
after getting Nasi Ayam for abg, and tanter.
Came home.
Aunt came with tanter and 24 hamsters.
Hamsters, stop those noise you make, irritating sak.
kanasaiiii.
ok NADDY, I NEED THE PICTURES LAH.
SLENGS.
hehs.
OHOH, SOMEONE'S BACKKKK!
i dont care eh, give me your simpson's boxers.
did the band banner-
There you got the BioLs.
HAHA. weird picture. edited and turned out fine.
tired already laah!
Thats me.
So sentosa outing; never happen for me.
Mom knew I deadly wanna go for this outing but she
refuses to give me an answer. Date changes way too much
and what makes it more hard is the fact that today, I can't go.
A maid is coming over at 2pm and I'm the only one left at home.
Well, i guess it's part of the plan, RIGHT MOMMA?. grrrrr.
The whole family knows I wanna go, but still, PRETENDED I
didn't give enough Info about the outing. Don't blame me.
And dammit, I wanna go out. I'm 14. Sentosa outing with BAND.
it's band ok. To celebrate our SILVER together with st hilda's.
Is it wrong? well it's not. I don't see the reason why you want
a teacher to organize, it will be the same. Students organize this
to show indepence that this is managable for a student. Students
organize this is because this a OUR effort that we've put in for the silver.
I don't know why you let other siblings of mine go but not me.
Abg plan for BBQ at come back home 5am plus that night to prepare
the stuff. you allow. Abg never come back from the BBQ, you allow.
And what is this? this is OWNSELF ORGANIZE BBQ. He's is FRIENDS.
FOR FUN. but mine?, THERE'S THE PURPOSE OKAY!!!
And I got 20bucks this morning?
Sis tapped my shoulder as I was crying on my bed
and gave me 10 bucks 'as im gonna be home alone today'
Then dad gave me 10 bucks also before heading to work.
reason being ' oh i promise to upah you that time.'
Or is it that I'm not allowed to go out and i cried. To make me happy la?
but thanks. now i can get my len's case. HAHA.
-----------------------------------------------------------
Goodluck Qraisha for your N level results ehh.
all the best yer! lols.
ok, Yesterday was fun despite me drinking lots of nescafe.
Reason is that I didn't sleep that night. Not that I don't want to,
but I just can't. Idk why. Played psp till 4amplus. Then listen to songs
that USE TO MAKE ME SLEEP till 6am. Can't sleep. So just layed.
7.10am woke up and prepare to go school to do banner.
Did the banner.
Left when the banner is 50% done.
Not bad actually you know. Jiayou!
Left and had dinner at KFC with Q, Jorabia.
Shared the buddy meal with Q. heees, full and bloated.
HAHA. guess my tummy got smaller now.
Weird, saw this 3boys from dont knw where. They kept on
looking at me and look.lols.
Bought Munchy donut for those at home and met sister
at C&K and went home with her. Saw the bloody boys again.
-.- At home checked my lens and have yet wore them.
I need to get the lens case first. DAMMIT.
beep me, prepaid is back.
:)
There you got the BioLs.
HAHA. weird picture. edited and turned out fine.
tired already laah!
Thats me.
So sentosa outing; never happen for me.
Mom knew I deadly wanna go for this outing but she
refuses to give me an answer. Date changes way too much
and what makes it more hard is the fact that today, I can't go.
A maid is coming over at 2pm and I'm the only one left at home.
Well, i guess it's part of the plan, RIGHT MOMMA?. grrrrr.
The whole family knows I wanna go, but still, PRETENDED I
didn't give enough Info about the outing. Don't blame me.
And dammit, I wanna go out. I'm 14. Sentosa outing with BAND.
it's band ok. To celebrate our SILVER together with st hilda's.
Is it wrong? well it's not. I don't see the reason why you want
a teacher to organize, it will be the same. Students organize this
to show indepence that this is managable for a student. Students
organize this is because this a OUR effort that we've put in for the silver.
I don't know why you let other siblings of mine go but not me.
Abg plan for BBQ at come back home 5am plus that night to prepare
the stuff. you allow. Abg never come back from the BBQ, you allow.
And what is this? this is OWNSELF ORGANIZE BBQ. He's is FRIENDS.
FOR FUN. but mine?, THERE'S THE PURPOSE OKAY!!!
And I got 20bucks this morning?
Sis tapped my shoulder as I was crying on my bed
and gave me 10 bucks 'as im gonna be home alone today'
Then dad gave me 10 bucks also before heading to work.
reason being ' oh i promise to upah you that time.'
Or is it that I'm not allowed to go out and i cried. To make me happy la?
but thanks. now i can get my len's case. HAHA.
-----------------------------------------------------------
Goodluck Qraisha for your N level results ehh.
all the best yer! lols.
ok, Yesterday was fun despite me drinking lots of nescafe.
Reason is that I didn't sleep that night. Not that I don't want to,
but I just can't. Idk why. Played psp till 4amplus. Then listen to songs
that USE TO MAKE ME SLEEP till 6am. Can't sleep. So just layed.
7.10am woke up and prepare to go school to do banner.
Did the banner.
Left when the banner is 50% done.
Not bad actually you know. Jiayou!
Left and had dinner at KFC with Q, Jorabia.
Shared the buddy meal with Q. heees, full and bloated.
HAHA. guess my tummy got smaller now.
Weird, saw this 3boys from dont knw where. They kept on
looking at me and look.lols.
Bought Munchy donut for those at home and met sister
at C&K and went home with her. Saw the bloody boys again.
-.- At home checked my lens and have yet wore them.
I need to get the lens case first. DAMMIT.
beep me, prepaid is back.
:)
Monday, December 17, 2007
HADY MIRZA, IT'S YOUR REZEKI MAN.
ALLAHAMDULLILAH. phew.
OUR FIRST ASIAN IDOL! from singapore you knoww.
Mike and that Malaysian Idol is super good but still,
Hady won. Won not by luck okay, he's good.
SORRY hady I underestimated you. OK WHATEVER.
MANU won agaisnt Liverpool.
1-0 but hey, Liverpool had super many chances,
they blew it away. Gerrad kept on shooting super high.
idiot. Silas, don't be sad. okay? AHAH.
----------------------------------------------
now, Arsenal vs Chelsea. *praying*
AYTES.
Slept around 7am this morning, i mean, from yesterday night.
Went to bed around 6plus. It's stupid to me because as I went in
to bed, I heard most of my neighbours already doing morning laundry
and after that, jogging. Dad woke up at 6.30am when I'm just about to sleep.
Mom already awake for Subur Prayers and then did housework.
Housework means, vacuum and dishes. Vacuum and Dishes means
NOISE, noise means can't sleep. Can't sleep means irritated. Irritated
means can't sleep. -.- okay. yeahh! Momma switch own the radio out loud
and purposely open my door so that I will wake up. Then have to wake
up and close the door, and she opened up again. FINALLY, peace, she left
for wedding ceremony. As she leave, I woke up eventhough I'm still sleepy.
Throughout my dream from 7am to 3.30pm, it was about cik pon.
really. It was at my house and Fuchun Pri. why Fuchun pri? because I had
this competition there once and we went in a toilet at the old block.
It's creepy. real creepy. I knew I'm gonna have nightmares after watching
sundel bolong though I find it not scary. -.-. nightmare, go away pls.
So woke up and took my phone and was shock to see 5 msges.
Was hoping for silas's msg. but nahh, all about the outing.
I'm pretty pissed about this. Kept on changing dates and it's annoying.
Sorry, I know it's hard to organize outings but, this is too much.
The 4Ns would like to go for this outing too, why held it on Tuesday?
You know they are taking the results right. i pity qraisha who will be rushing
from SCHOOL. OK WOODLANDS TO SENTOSA.
aytes, will be going school tmr.
For band banner thingy. supposingly, it's the outing la kan?
lols.
I don't like the ref, idiot.
FRANK LAMPARD DON'T DESERVE THE YELLOW CARD.
-.-
ok, sister's home. wee~
ALLAHAMDULLILAH. phew.
OUR FIRST ASIAN IDOL! from singapore you knoww.
Mike and that Malaysian Idol is super good but still,
Hady won. Won not by luck okay, he's good.
SORRY hady I underestimated you. OK WHATEVER.
MANU won agaisnt Liverpool.
1-0 but hey, Liverpool had super many chances,
they blew it away. Gerrad kept on shooting super high.
idiot. Silas, don't be sad. okay? AHAH.
----------------------------------------------
now, Arsenal vs Chelsea. *praying*
AYTES.
Slept around 7am this morning, i mean, from yesterday night.
Went to bed around 6plus. It's stupid to me because as I went in
to bed, I heard most of my neighbours already doing morning laundry
and after that, jogging. Dad woke up at 6.30am when I'm just about to sleep.
Mom already awake for Subur Prayers and then did housework.
Housework means, vacuum and dishes. Vacuum and Dishes means
NOISE, noise means can't sleep. Can't sleep means irritated. Irritated
means can't sleep. -.- okay. yeahh! Momma switch own the radio out loud
and purposely open my door so that I will wake up. Then have to wake
up and close the door, and she opened up again. FINALLY, peace, she left
for wedding ceremony. As she leave, I woke up eventhough I'm still sleepy.
Throughout my dream from 7am to 3.30pm, it was about cik pon.
really. It was at my house and Fuchun Pri. why Fuchun pri? because I had
this competition there once and we went in a toilet at the old block.
It's creepy. real creepy. I knew I'm gonna have nightmares after watching
sundel bolong though I find it not scary. -.-. nightmare, go away pls.
So woke up and took my phone and was shock to see 5 msges.
Was hoping for silas's msg. but nahh, all about the outing.
I'm pretty pissed about this. Kept on changing dates and it's annoying.
Sorry, I know it's hard to organize outings but, this is too much.
The 4Ns would like to go for this outing too, why held it on Tuesday?
You know they are taking the results right. i pity qraisha who will be rushing
from SCHOOL. OK WOODLANDS TO SENTOSA.
aytes, will be going school tmr.
For band banner thingy. supposingly, it's the outing la kan?
lols.
I don't like the ref, idiot.
FRANK LAMPARD DON'T DESERVE THE YELLOW CARD.
-.-
ok, sister's home. wee~
Sunday, December 16, 2007
AH,
finally I'm done with this layout.
Thanked god. There's too many codes!
I have to copy and paste alot alot alot of times!
I swear, I took 4 hours just to do this simple layout.
It's not bad at all right?
well, to me it's worth it lah, spending 4 hours on this.
hardwork paid off! haha. whatever irah!.
It gave me a big headache mind you, really, a REAL headache.
gawd, it's gonna be 4am soon. Afraid mom will come in my room and
check on me. She only gave 1 hour to use the lappy. but i took more
than that! irah irah.. whahah.
finally, something is done.
Im tired. I mean, my eyes are.
though they are tired, i can still continue doing all this bullshit seh.
waduhh.
aytes.
Abang went BBQ at Pasir ris, coming back tmr.
Sister coming back from her camping on monday.
Silas coming back monday/tuesday (not sure). but hell, can you come back now?
Naddy coming back on Tooosday.
SEE? all leave me.
*singing that akon song FEAT SIAFUL APEK*
" lonely, im so lonely, i have nobody, no body have I. I~~~~~"
ok irah, diam sudah!.
well, there's something I need to say,
but it's something hard to explain. there's this feeling you know.
I'm denying something. I don't wanna say the truth.
I'm afraid. I'm afraid that I'll repeat my mistake. Which I already
repeated once back then. NEVER want to repeat it.
yes, it's love. but, I get all lonely and so bored without somone.
Irah, this is annoying. Let the truth out! GAHHH!
finally I'm done with this layout.
Thanked god. There's too many codes!
I have to copy and paste alot alot alot of times!
I swear, I took 4 hours just to do this simple layout.
It's not bad at all right?
well, to me it's worth it lah, spending 4 hours on this.
hardwork paid off! haha. whatever irah!.
It gave me a big headache mind you, really, a REAL headache.
gawd, it's gonna be 4am soon. Afraid mom will come in my room and
check on me. She only gave 1 hour to use the lappy. but i took more
than that! irah irah.. whahah.
finally, something is done.
Im tired. I mean, my eyes are.
though they are tired, i can still continue doing all this bullshit seh.
waduhh.
aytes.
Abang went BBQ at Pasir ris, coming back tmr.
Sister coming back from her camping on monday.
Silas coming back monday/tuesday (not sure). but hell, can you come back now?
Naddy coming back on Tooosday.
SEE? all leave me.
*singing that akon song FEAT SIAFUL APEK*
" lonely, im so lonely, i have nobody, no body have I. I~~~~~"
ok irah, diam sudah!.
well, there's something I need to say,
but it's something hard to explain. there's this feeling you know.
I'm denying something. I don't wanna say the truth.
I'm afraid. I'm afraid that I'll repeat my mistake. Which I already
repeated once back then. NEVER want to repeat it.
yes, it's love. but, I get all lonely and so bored without somone.
Irah, this is annoying. Let the truth out! GAHHH!
Just my luck.
- suddenly, i fall in love with MCFLY again. gawd.
And just my luck.
Naddy left me here alone.
Chose KL instead of ME. sobbs.
well, I guess it's a total last minute plan huh cause
she text me today. And will be back in Singapore on Tuesday.
She left me when she knows I'm alone.
kakak, silas, naddy. please come back.
FCUK, i'm alone. I'm bored. GRRRRRRR.
----------------------------------------------------------
Woke up and cleaned the kitchen cause kitchen will always be in
a mess every day every morning. People people, please keep the sugar
in the cupboard after making tea. People poeple, please put beg the
breads at the bread place. People people, please put the cups and plates
in the sink after using it or better, WASH IT. People people, please
push in the chairs after sitting. People people, please throw rubbish in
the RUBBISH BIN, not the sink. And by following this, the kitchen won't
be in a mess. I've been doing all this everytime, first thing when I wake up.
and don't tell me I didn't do any minor housework. I do, but you people just
don't see it and keep on doing the same thing. GAWD.
-ah, daily routine.
Wash up and made my breakfast/lunch.
2 prata with egg and coke/lemon tea. shiooook.
Watch BET AWARDS. Beyonce wore shiny bra. and one side of
the breast, senget. HAHA. Kept on laughing about it.
But she was the best. T.I won and I'm happy. don't know why.
" I'M BLACK AND I'M PROUD "
Watched Just my luck and fall in love with MC FLY again.
They are cute lahhs. :)
Mom woke up at night and slept again in the living room.
Watched some malay drama with her till dad called to go for supper.
Had White rice with baby squid, vegetable soup . Dad had Nasi Ayam Penyet.
Mom shared here and there.
Then headed home. :)
It's been awhile I've looked at all my certs.
So, took the file out and have a look at all of 'em.
coolios, I got 9 certs in total. Momma said she can beat that.
HAH. you can't. In the file, there's also some other memories.
Back in the primary school days where I found alot of certs for
being a leader and stuff. It's kinda cool. And the cert for achieving
Gold medal for SYF. coolios.
Other memories was, the Hari Raya cards I get from Sherra and my besties.
Some birthday cards from my old pals and still freshly kept :)
Some other sweet memories, letters from friends when we're leaving
Peixin to our respective secondary school. -from xinling and praise.
How lovely are all my primary school friends. x
And for secondary memories,
yeahh, Some certs for band and school.
Annd the remarks my classmate gave. All in one paper.
Have two for now, sec1 and sec2. Lovely remarks from all.
:) but most of it change when it came to sec2's. haha.
"noisy,fighter, etc etc." x)
It's nice you know, though you have some fights with you friends,
there's always ALOT of good memories that you can keep and later on
in life, look at it and you'll smile, like I did. X)
It make sense to me that even if you hate that person to the core,
there's always a part in life where, you'll appreciate that person.
Example: Mira and I had alot of misunderstandings but to think back
in the old days, we've alot in common and joy we shared. really.
happy old days. andd remember that, sometimes, fights bring you closer
to one another. Don't you think so? I do.
ok enough of this. HAHA.
Mom said I need to follow her to wedding ceremony tommorrow.
I don't want to, it's boring and yeah, boring!
ohya,
went to cwp few days back with mom.
And went to Mac to get Ice cream when I saw Syahmina.
And told mom that a sec2 friend of mine works there.
here's the conversation
Irah: ma, that's my friend lah. see, sec2 work alrd.
so good, at least got some money and that money can be use
to buy school stuff. see see!
Mom: ahh, why you don't want to work?
Irah: ehh hello, I always wanted to work but you don't allo me to. GRRR.
Mom: but at cwp can lah!.
Irah: alamak, never tell me. if not, i'm rich seh.
Mom: "saw nice shoes and left me"
She allow me to work, but didn't tell me.
GRRRRR.
ok people,
1.30am.
Wanna do my own stuff.
- suddenly, i fall in love with MCFLY again. gawd.
And just my luck.
Naddy left me here alone.
Chose KL instead of ME. sobbs.
well, I guess it's a total last minute plan huh cause
she text me today. And will be back in Singapore on Tuesday.
She left me when she knows I'm alone.
kakak, silas, naddy. please come back.
FCUK, i'm alone. I'm bored. GRRRRRRR.
----------------------------------------------------------
Woke up and cleaned the kitchen cause kitchen will always be in
a mess every day every morning. People people, please keep the sugar
in the cupboard after making tea. People poeple, please put beg the
breads at the bread place. People people, please put the cups and plates
in the sink after using it or better, WASH IT. People people, please
push in the chairs after sitting. People people, please throw rubbish in
the RUBBISH BIN, not the sink. And by following this, the kitchen won't
be in a mess. I've been doing all this everytime, first thing when I wake up.
and don't tell me I didn't do any minor housework. I do, but you people just
don't see it and keep on doing the same thing. GAWD.
-ah, daily routine.
Wash up and made my breakfast/lunch.
2 prata with egg and coke/lemon tea. shiooook.
Watch BET AWARDS. Beyonce wore shiny bra. and one side of
the breast, senget. HAHA. Kept on laughing about it.
But she was the best. T.I won and I'm happy. don't know why.
" I'M BLACK AND I'M PROUD "
Watched Just my luck and fall in love with MC FLY again.
They are cute lahhs. :)
Mom woke up at night and slept again in the living room.
Watched some malay drama with her till dad called to go for supper.
Had White rice with baby squid, vegetable soup . Dad had Nasi Ayam Penyet.
Mom shared here and there.
Then headed home. :)
It's been awhile I've looked at all my certs.
So, took the file out and have a look at all of 'em.
coolios, I got 9 certs in total. Momma said she can beat that.
HAH. you can't. In the file, there's also some other memories.
Back in the primary school days where I found alot of certs for
being a leader and stuff. It's kinda cool. And the cert for achieving
Gold medal for SYF. coolios.
Other memories was, the Hari Raya cards I get from Sherra and my besties.
Some birthday cards from my old pals and still freshly kept :)
Some other sweet memories, letters from friends when we're leaving
Peixin to our respective secondary school. -from xinling and praise.
How lovely are all my primary school friends. x
And for secondary memories,
yeahh, Some certs for band and school.
Annd the remarks my classmate gave. All in one paper.
Have two for now, sec1 and sec2. Lovely remarks from all.
:) but most of it change when it came to sec2's. haha.
"noisy,fighter, etc etc." x)
It's nice you know, though you have some fights with you friends,
there's always ALOT of good memories that you can keep and later on
in life, look at it and you'll smile, like I did. X)
It make sense to me that even if you hate that person to the core,
there's always a part in life where, you'll appreciate that person.
Example: Mira and I had alot of misunderstandings but to think back
in the old days, we've alot in common and joy we shared. really.
happy old days. andd remember that, sometimes, fights bring you closer
to one another. Don't you think so? I do.
ok enough of this. HAHA.
Mom said I need to follow her to wedding ceremony tommorrow.
I don't want to, it's boring and yeah, boring!
ohya,
went to cwp few days back with mom.
And went to Mac to get Ice cream when I saw Syahmina.
And told mom that a sec2 friend of mine works there.
here's the conversation
Irah: ma, that's my friend lah. see, sec2 work alrd.
so good, at least got some money and that money can be use
to buy school stuff. see see!
Mom: ahh, why you don't want to work?
Irah: ehh hello, I always wanted to work but you don't allo me to. GRRR.
Mom: but at cwp can lah!.
Irah: alamak, never tell me. if not, i'm rich seh.
Mom: "saw nice shoes and left me"
She allow me to work, but didn't tell me.
GRRRRR.
ok people,
1.30am.
Wanna do my own stuff.
Friday, December 14, 2007
You shine brighter than anyone`
- paramore brighter.
Gosh, I'm in love with that song.
Sadly there's no full version of it in Imeem. damn you Imeem.
And damn myself for not uploading it myself. Lazyness ate me up. DUH.
Today is super annoying.
I'm sick and some people just don't care.
Slept late because I waited for my sister to comeback
from KL. Slept around 5am. Restless nights like usual.
I can'r remember what time I was told to wake up.
1PM? Fcuk, that's early. Mom was screaming and sis join the club
out of the blue. GRRRR. -.-
So woke up and shower.
Had just a spoon of nasi Lemak and off to TV. x
Weird, I was so scared of sundel bolong last time but now,
after watching it on Sensasi, it's scary still, but kinda funny.
LOLS. go watch it people.
ohya,
I was on the cleaning mode today.
So vacuum-ed the house and all ended round 7pm.
COOLIOS. tired. Watched soccer. Thanked god Singapore won.
Had dinner and then helped mom a little and off to the lappy. x
Momma, I wanna go Sentosa.
Please ?
Chatted with couple of people when I got online.
but not silas. BOOHOOO. :(
Seriously, it's different without him lah.
babat boy. HAHA.
ohh.
AGain, I have the whole room by myself !
Sister left to OMS CAMP right after she came back from KL.
like today morning. GAWD. But thanks to her for getting me
a black flats and a Puma bag. Bro got MANU jersey
while dad got Newcastles. MOM? burberry hand bag?
I'm jealous that sster got herself SUPER ALOT OF SHOES.
And one of the shoes Everlast pump shoe. Dammit.
It's Polkadots and it's like brown. Jealous lah.
And how stupid I am, mom wanna bring me to Bugis
and shop for stuff and go Ogy to get the Everlast shoe for myself
but I didn't want to. why? Lazy.
IRAHHHH BODOH! grrrrrrrr.
ok bitch, go home.
- paramore brighter.
Gosh, I'm in love with that song.
Sadly there's no full version of it in Imeem. damn you Imeem.
And damn myself for not uploading it myself. Lazyness ate me up. DUH.
Today is super annoying.
I'm sick and some people just don't care.
Slept late because I waited for my sister to comeback
from KL. Slept around 5am. Restless nights like usual.
I can'r remember what time I was told to wake up.
1PM? Fcuk, that's early. Mom was screaming and sis join the club
out of the blue. GRRRR. -.-
So woke up and shower.
Had just a spoon of nasi Lemak and off to TV. x
Weird, I was so scared of sundel bolong last time but now,
after watching it on Sensasi, it's scary still, but kinda funny.
LOLS. go watch it people.
ohya,
I was on the cleaning mode today.
So vacuum-ed the house and all ended round 7pm.
COOLIOS. tired. Watched soccer. Thanked god Singapore won.
Had dinner and then helped mom a little and off to the lappy. x
Momma, I wanna go Sentosa.
Please ?
Chatted with couple of people when I got online.
but not silas. BOOHOOO. :(
Seriously, it's different without him lah.
babat boy. HAHA.
ohh.
AGain, I have the whole room by myself !
Sister left to OMS CAMP right after she came back from KL.
like today morning. GAWD. But thanks to her for getting me
a black flats and a Puma bag. Bro got MANU jersey
while dad got Newcastles. MOM? burberry hand bag?
I'm jealous that sster got herself SUPER ALOT OF SHOES.
And one of the shoes Everlast pump shoe. Dammit.
It's Polkadots and it's like brown. Jealous lah.
And how stupid I am, mom wanna bring me to Bugis
and shop for stuff and go Ogy to get the Everlast shoe for myself
but I didn't want to. why? Lazy.
IRAHHHH BODOH! grrrrrrrr.
ok bitch, go home.
Thursday, December 13, 2007
`second entry of the day.
IM BORED TO DEATH.
SOMEBODY, PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
gagaga.
I'm super bored today.
Chatted with alot alot alot of people but
none can entertain me like silas does. :(
Met Afee for awhile. She passed me something.
Then went to the shopp to get Porridge but too lazy
to make it myself so bought Tomyam Noodle.
It tasted nothing. My throat sucks. super sucks.
I HATE IT WHEN I'M SICK. *coughing*
Fee came up for awhile and chatted.
Took a picture and it was F ugly, deleted. haha.
Mom woke up to go to work,
managed to ask her help make me porridge. NICE.
hahaha. Super salty. well, i put in alot alot alot of salt,
still no taste, due to my sucky taste buds. IM SICK, hello?.
Bet I'm gonna puke soon. Always like this. BLEARGH.
I've alot of outing to go to.
I bet mom won't allow. But all of them are important!
really, haiz mom, when can you let me be a 14year old?.
or soon, 15. GAWD.
im sick and im sick and im sick.
Naddy is sick too. FEVER. fcuk fevers.
Naddy-" now i know why you are sick. missing your sweetheart right?"
IRAH-" hahahahahahhaha. idk. i guess so? i think ya. IDK. lols"
Naddy-" ahh see see see, irah speechless already! ahah"
-.- okay.
so, you guys know who the hell sweetheart is right? well, dont mind naddy,
she don't think before she speaks. HAHAH. that woman of mine. <3
ANYONE WANNA HAVE YOUR EYES CHANGED?
come, change with me. But your eyes need to be round and nice.
Mine, i sepet and small. so, i dont care! come come! let's change.
IM SICK AND TIRED OF MY EYES. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr......
ruby?, mind considering? your eyes lawa tau. huahuahua.
see, irah crapping.
so silas, back on MONDAY OR TUESDAY?!?.
HAIYAHHHHH.
IM BORED TO DEATH.
SOMEBODY, PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
gagaga.
I'm super bored today.
Chatted with alot alot alot of people but
none can entertain me like silas does. :(
Met Afee for awhile. She passed me something.
Then went to the shopp to get Porridge but too lazy
to make it myself so bought Tomyam Noodle.
It tasted nothing. My throat sucks. super sucks.
I HATE IT WHEN I'M SICK. *coughing*
Fee came up for awhile and chatted.
Took a picture and it was F ugly, deleted. haha.
Mom woke up to go to work,
managed to ask her help make me porridge. NICE.
hahaha. Super salty. well, i put in alot alot alot of salt,
still no taste, due to my sucky taste buds. IM SICK, hello?.
Bet I'm gonna puke soon. Always like this. BLEARGH.
I've alot of outing to go to.
I bet mom won't allow. But all of them are important!
really, haiz mom, when can you let me be a 14year old?.
or soon, 15. GAWD.
im sick and im sick and im sick.
Naddy is sick too. FEVER. fcuk fevers.
Naddy-" now i know why you are sick. missing your sweetheart right?"
IRAH-" hahahahahahhaha. idk. i guess so? i think ya. IDK. lols"
Naddy-" ahh see see see, irah speechless already! ahah"
-.- okay.
so, you guys know who the hell sweetheart is right? well, dont mind naddy,
she don't think before she speaks. HAHAH. that woman of mine. <3
ANYONE WANNA HAVE YOUR EYES CHANGED?
come, change with me. But your eyes need to be round and nice.
Mine, i sepet and small. so, i dont care! come come! let's change.
IM SICK AND TIRED OF MY EYES. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr......
ruby?, mind considering? your eyes lawa tau. huahuahua.
see, irah crapping.
so silas, back on MONDAY OR TUESDAY?!?.
HAIYAHHHHH.
I always wanted to get sick during school times.
But I never wanted to be sick when I'm already sick.
Sore throat
FLU
fever and
period.
JUST MY LUCK HUH?.
no mood to post.
GOOD DAY DUMBASS.
But I never wanted to be sick when I'm already sick.
Sore throat
FLU
fever and
period.
JUST MY LUCK HUH?.
no mood to post.
GOOD DAY DUMBASS.
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Okay okay last post and off to bed.
Did some editing of photos at night after my dinner.
Chatted on MSN & fone with Ruby just now.
Hung up due to battery flat. idiot.
i mean, My fone. not hers. ok whatever.
That picture up there;
Was thinking what caption should I put for fs.
Asked Ruby and she was like "erm, silas-less?"
Though it was out of point but I still used it cause,
I decided to put "3am" And continue something after that.
So, it's "3am and I'm silas-less" HAHAH. thankyou Ruby.
And talking about Silas,
Didnt get a single msg from him.
well, I did, this morning. ahha. okays.
irah dah start the merepek-ness alrd.
ohwell,
brother's gf stopped by earlier on.
Yeah, super hot. chinese chick huh?.
pretttyyy. x)
Im bored.
and Im dead.
Should be sleeping by now.
Tmr gonne get my school books in the morning and
gonna have some briefing or something on sec1 orientation.
I thought, after quitting COUNCILLOR, i would not have to do
all this jod again. but hell, i have to for now. due to the band thingy..
anything for band, anything. :) cheers.
Mom called at 2.40 am.
Got scolded for not going to bed.
what tha heck? shouldnt have answered the call.
LOLS.
Kinda confused with the two different outings held.
MD and FWO. how leh?
I'm sure I'm only able to go on one day.
Cause, after one outing, just the next day is another.
so, mom wouldnt allow lah liddat.
plan plan my dear md's. x)
OK, GOOD NIGHT IDIOTS.
IM OFF.
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
People, tune to this old song.
It's really nice to listen to. Staring at the sun-Rooster.
awwwwwwwwws.
Someone just left to Malaysia.
Well, not really someone but 2 people.
My sister, who left yesterday night and yes, silas who
left this morning.
Like wth?
Bring me along lah seh!
In the luggage or something? I'm dead bored here at home.
hohos. COME BACK QUICK OKAY the both of you.
Well, sis coming back in three days time i think.
While Silas gonna take the whole fcuking week to come back.
GAH.
Nehmind. x)
Got to know that MD wanna have an outing on Sunday.
Then later, Got to know that Friendship Wind Orchestra too
gonna have an outing to Sentosa on Sunday.
So, I was thinking that, if mom allow me to go out, we're all
gonna go to sentosa with FWO and later at there, will have our
own MD time together. Nice? Good? okay? best? gerek? yes!
MDs, let's make some plans here.
Tell me who are going aytes. x)
okay, as for today,
I woke late. Around 3.30PM, yes.
Woke up and did the chores. Simple chores.
I cleaned the kitchen cause it's in a big mess.
Yes, satisfied. Did the living room here and there
THEN did my room. lols.
After all that,
turned on the lappy and now blogging.
Nothing much to do now adays.
Gonna get my school books and uniforms tommorow with mommy,hopefully.
Annd, my school bag! dammit! i want a backpack okay!
aytes people.
Really got nothing to do.
so, gonna have my BREAKFAST at 5pm.
HAHHA. niceeeeeeee.
IMY idiot.
It's really nice to listen to. Staring at the sun-Rooster.
awwwwwwwwws.
Someone just left to Malaysia.
Well, not really someone but 2 people.
My sister, who left yesterday night and yes, silas who
left this morning.
Like wth?
Bring me along lah seh!
In the luggage or something? I'm dead bored here at home.
hohos. COME BACK QUICK OKAY the both of you.
Well, sis coming back in three days time i think.
While Silas gonna take the whole fcuking week to come back.
GAH.
Nehmind. x)
Got to know that MD wanna have an outing on Sunday.
Then later, Got to know that Friendship Wind Orchestra too
gonna have an outing to Sentosa on Sunday.
So, I was thinking that, if mom allow me to go out, we're all
gonna go to sentosa with FWO and later at there, will have our
own MD time together. Nice? Good? okay? best? gerek? yes!
MDs, let's make some plans here.
Tell me who are going aytes. x)
okay, as for today,
I woke late. Around 3.30PM, yes.
Woke up and did the chores. Simple chores.
I cleaned the kitchen cause it's in a big mess.
Yes, satisfied. Did the living room here and there
THEN did my room. lols.
After all that,
turned on the lappy and now blogging.
Nothing much to do now adays.
Gonna get my school books and uniforms tommorow with mommy,hopefully.
Annd, my school bag! dammit! i want a backpack okay!
aytes people.
Really got nothing to do.
so, gonna have my BREAKFAST at 5pm.
HAHHA. niceeeeeeee.
IMY idiot.
SILAS IS GONE FOR GOOD.
PADAN MUKER KAU IRAH! hahas.
YOU DIDN'T WENT BACK ONLINE!
I WAITED OKAY!
WE DIDN'T HAVE A PROPER GOODBYE!
IT'S 1 WEEK YOU KNOW!. gawdd.
SILAS-LESS now and for 1 week.
good your face irah.
Nathasha came to the rescue!
chatting with her lah!
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dammit, I'm bored.
PADAN MUKER KAU IRAH! hahas.
YOU DIDN'T WENT BACK ONLINE!
I WAITED OKAY!
WE DIDN'T HAVE A PROPER GOODBYE!
IT'S 1 WEEK YOU KNOW!. gawdd.
SILAS-LESS now and for 1 week.
good your face irah.
Nathasha came to the rescue!
chatting with her lah!
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dammit, I'm bored.
Monday, December 10, 2007
I'm bored.
Waited for MR SILAS to come back from his packing.
Well his back! haha.
Decided to do some survey and stuff.
Took this 2 from Friendster. GAGAGA.
Rule :If you open this you GOTTA take it.Rule # 2:You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHINGunless someone messages you and asks .Rule :Only answer True or False
Q: Kissed more than one friend ofyours?False
Q: Kissed someone you didn't like?False
Q: You like someone?True
Q: Held a snake?False
Q: Been suspended from school?True
Q: Kissed in the rain?False
Q: Sang in the shower?True
Q: Sat on a roof top?True
Q: Been pushed into a pool with allyour clothes on?False
Q: Broken a bone?False
Q: Shaved your head?False
Q: Played a prank on someone?True
Q: Had/have a gym membership?False
Q: Donated Blood?False
Q: Had your heart broken?True
Q: Broken someone's heart?True
"Who was your last?"(just be 100% truthful - oratleasttry)
LAST PERSON.
1. You hung out with?- NADDY
2. Last person you texted?- Silas.
3. Last person you slept next to?- Sister.
4. Went to the movies with?- cousins.
5 . Went to the mall with?- Friends.
6. You talked to on the phone?- Father.
7. Made you laugh?- Silas.
8. You hugged?- Band members.
9. You kissed?- AHH?.
10. Made you cry?- CLOWNS. fcuk you.
WOULD YOU RATHER...
1. Be serious or be funny?- Funny.
2. Drink whole or skim milk?- Sorry, i don't drink milk
3. Die in a fire or get shot?- Get shot, die faster mah
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1. Sun or moon?- Moon.
2. dark or light chocolate?- Light
3. Left or right?- Right
4. Sunny or rainy?- Rainy
5. Hugs or kisses?- Hugs
6. Where do you live?- Home.
7. Rock or Techno?- ROCK!
8. Do you want to get married?- Yeahhs
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cutit?- Twirl.
10. Do You Cook?- No.
11. Current mood?- BORED.
IN THE LAST 72 HOURS HAVE YOU...
1. Kissed someone?- Nope.
2. Sang?- Yes.
3. Been hugged?- Yes.
4. Like someone you can't have?- can i have him?
SECOND SURVEY
1. Spell your name without E.- nurAMIRAH
2. What is your status?- Single.
3. What's your favorite number?- 8
4. What's your favorite colors?- Green, purple.
5. What's your other favorite colors?- Yellow and prange
6. What are you listening to?- crush crush crush
7. Are you happy with your life?- yes, can be improve. LOLS.
8. If you were to be any animal in thewhole wide world what would it be?- none.
9. What is your favorite subject inschool?- erm, none?
10. Are you usually outgoing?- Nt realy.Depends lahh.
11. Where do you wish you were?- GENTING!!!!
12. What are you supposed to be doing?- stop using the comp.
13.Can you blow a bubble?- Yeah.
12.Can you wiggle your ears?- Nope.
13.Can you roll your tongue?- Nope.
14.Can you touch your tongue to your nose?- No.
15.Did you ever want to be a doctor?- No.
16.Did you ever want to be a firefighter?- No.
17.Does your family have familypicnics?- No. family bowling, yes!
18.How did you find out about Friendster?- Friend.
19.Last person you hugged?- can't recall.
20.Last thing you said out loud?- HAHAHAHAH.
21.What 's the last restaurant you ate at?- First world cafe.
22.What was the last thing you bought?- macdonalds.
23.What was the last thing you drank?- TEH-O.
24.Who was the last person to text you?- Silas.
25.Who was the last person you held handswith?- Hyekel. HAHAH.
it was at the Haunted house and I'm SUPER DUPER SCARED.
it was unintentionally lah. still band mates. thankyou hyekel for "protecting me".
LOLS.
Waited for MR SILAS to come back from his packing.
Well his back! haha.
Decided to do some survey and stuff.
Took this 2 from Friendster. GAGAGA.
Rule :If you open this you GOTTA take it.Rule # 2:You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHINGunless someone messages you and asks .Rule :Only answer True or False
Q: Kissed more than one friend ofyours?False
Q: Kissed someone you didn't like?False
Q: You like someone?True
Q: Held a snake?False
Q: Been suspended from school?True
Q: Kissed in the rain?False
Q: Sang in the shower?True
Q: Sat on a roof top?True
Q: Been pushed into a pool with allyour clothes on?False
Q: Broken a bone?False
Q: Shaved your head?False
Q: Played a prank on someone?True
Q: Had/have a gym membership?False
Q: Donated Blood?False
Q: Had your heart broken?True
Q: Broken someone's heart?True
"Who was your last?"(just be 100% truthful - oratleasttry)
LAST PERSON.
1. You hung out with?- NADDY
2. Last person you texted?- Silas.
3. Last person you slept next to?- Sister.
4. Went to the movies with?- cousins.
5 . Went to the mall with?- Friends.
6. You talked to on the phone?- Father.
7. Made you laugh?- Silas.
8. You hugged?- Band members.
9. You kissed?- AHH?.
10. Made you cry?- CLOWNS. fcuk you.
WOULD YOU RATHER...
1. Be serious or be funny?- Funny.
2. Drink whole or skim milk?- Sorry, i don't drink milk
3. Die in a fire or get shot?- Get shot, die faster mah
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1. Sun or moon?- Moon.
2. dark or light chocolate?- Light
3. Left or right?- Right
4. Sunny or rainy?- Rainy
5. Hugs or kisses?- Hugs
6. Where do you live?- Home.
7. Rock or Techno?- ROCK!
8. Do you want to get married?- Yeahhs
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cutit?- Twirl.
10. Do You Cook?- No.
11. Current mood?- BORED.
IN THE LAST 72 HOURS HAVE YOU...
1. Kissed someone?- Nope.
2. Sang?- Yes.
3. Been hugged?- Yes.
4. Like someone you can't have?- can i have him?
SECOND SURVEY
1. Spell your name without E.- nurAMIRAH
2. What is your status?- Single.
3. What's your favorite number?- 8
4. What's your favorite colors?- Green, purple.
5. What's your other favorite colors?- Yellow and prange
6. What are you listening to?- crush crush crush
7. Are you happy with your life?- yes, can be improve. LOLS.
8. If you were to be any animal in thewhole wide world what would it be?- none.
9. What is your favorite subject inschool?- erm, none?
10. Are you usually outgoing?- Nt realy.Depends lahh.
11. Where do you wish you were?- GENTING!!!!
12. What are you supposed to be doing?- stop using the comp.
13.Can you blow a bubble?- Yeah.
12.Can you wiggle your ears?- Nope.
13.Can you roll your tongue?- Nope.
14.Can you touch your tongue to your nose?- No.
15.Did you ever want to be a doctor?- No.
16.Did you ever want to be a firefighter?- No.
17.Does your family have familypicnics?- No. family bowling, yes!
18.How did you find out about Friendster?- Friend.
19.Last person you hugged?- can't recall.
20.Last thing you said out loud?- HAHAHAHAH.
21.What 's the last restaurant you ate at?- First world cafe.
22.What was the last thing you bought?- macdonalds.
23.What was the last thing you drank?- TEH-O.
24.Who was the last person to text you?- Silas.
25.Who was the last person you held handswith?- Hyekel. HAHAH.
it was at the Haunted house and I'm SUPER DUPER SCARED.
it was unintentionally lah. still band mates. thankyou hyekel for "protecting me".
LOLS.
now, silas offline.
I need to get my school books mom!
and of course, school uniforms and school tie!
whoa. Wonder how much will all that cost mom.
ermm, a big hole in her pocket? yes. hehe.
well, I went out with dearie Naddy yesterday.
I slept around 6am and woke up at 10.30am.
Guess what? I'm late.
Was suppose to meet her at 11.30am at boots&shoes
when I only left home around 11.25am. Gawd. haha.
sorry x)
So, met her and headed to Mac at cwp.
It was drizzling so we decided to fill up our stomach.
While having my first meal there, saw cheryl there.
ohoh, she's working there. Then Naddy was like
"Eh, go ask her, free large fries ke.."
hahaa. wth?
Left that place around 12plus and walked to Stadium.
It's still drizzling but have no choice, continue walking.
Passed by few blocks and there's orang kahwin. Then there's
kuda kepang? ah yes. I mean, it freaks me out a little.
guys wearing make up and those clothes and doing that dance.
It's scary though. Yesyes, you guys might think that I'm afraid
of everything right? haha. whatever. x)
Reached there and it starts to rain.
Headed into the stadium, no one was there.
Went out of stadium to the swimming complex,
check things out and decided not to go into the gym.
VERY VERY VERY WEIRD.
Sat outside the Swimming complex and waited for the
rain to stop. At the Indoor hall, there's Floorball tournament
I guess. It's fun to here the people screaming and stuff.
Naddy was like " eh, silas inside ah?" haha
Then went to the Stadium and got changed into the proper gears.
Then it rain. dammit. While waiting, we acted like fools.
We JOG at the sitting area. Naddy's IDEA! hahah.
it stop, then jog and ran. 100M, i won. HAHA.
it started raining super heavily. then lie down and chatted with her.
It's fun you know. Few hours then we headed to the ladies
and got changed again.
Headed to CWP banquet.
Had our lunch. HAHA. exercise then fill up tummy? weird.
After that we went to Popular bookstore and bought my
stationaries with my vouchers. haha. then, to mac again and
had large fries and icecreams. x)
RAINING AGAIN.
but still, headed home.
seperate ways.
Reached home around 6 plus nearly 7pm.
Was tired and went to bed at 7pm. Wanted to wake up
at 8pm but daymn, i was super tired, so i woke up at 12pm
next day. GILER KAN? I KNOW.
haiz,
Silas going off tmr!
mom said most part of malaysia flooded. Pahang and stuff.
Like zomg? Silas how? really must take care you know.
lols.
Im bored right now.
The Usuals are not online. ZOMG.
Kakak leaving to Malaysia for don't know what and
don't care Later at night. zoom! I have the room ALL BY MYSELF.
weee~
Maybe not. will be having abang coming in to use the lappy.
ONLINE LA ALL MY BODOHS!.
and of course, school uniforms and school tie!
whoa. Wonder how much will all that cost mom.
ermm, a big hole in her pocket? yes. hehe.
well, I went out with dearie Naddy yesterday.
I slept around 6am and woke up at 10.30am.
Guess what? I'm late.
Was suppose to meet her at 11.30am at boots&shoes
when I only left home around 11.25am. Gawd. haha.
sorry x)
So, met her and headed to Mac at cwp.
It was drizzling so we decided to fill up our stomach.
While having my first meal there, saw cheryl there.
ohoh, she's working there. Then Naddy was like
"Eh, go ask her, free large fries ke.."
hahaa. wth?
Left that place around 12plus and walked to Stadium.
It's still drizzling but have no choice, continue walking.
Passed by few blocks and there's orang kahwin. Then there's
kuda kepang? ah yes. I mean, it freaks me out a little.
guys wearing make up and those clothes and doing that dance.
It's scary though. Yesyes, you guys might think that I'm afraid
of everything right? haha. whatever. x)
Reached there and it starts to rain.
Headed into the stadium, no one was there.
Went out of stadium to the swimming complex,
check things out and decided not to go into the gym.
VERY VERY VERY WEIRD.
Sat outside the Swimming complex and waited for the
rain to stop. At the Indoor hall, there's Floorball tournament
I guess. It's fun to here the people screaming and stuff.
Naddy was like " eh, silas inside ah?" haha
Then went to the Stadium and got changed into the proper gears.
Then it rain. dammit. While waiting, we acted like fools.
We JOG at the sitting area. Naddy's IDEA! hahah.
it stop, then jog and ran. 100M, i won. HAHA.
it started raining super heavily. then lie down and chatted with her.
It's fun you know. Few hours then we headed to the ladies
and got changed again.
Headed to CWP banquet.
Had our lunch. HAHA. exercise then fill up tummy? weird.
After that we went to Popular bookstore and bought my
stationaries with my vouchers. haha. then, to mac again and
had large fries and icecreams. x)
RAINING AGAIN.
but still, headed home.
seperate ways.
Reached home around 6 plus nearly 7pm.
Was tired and went to bed at 7pm. Wanted to wake up
at 8pm but daymn, i was super tired, so i woke up at 12pm
next day. GILER KAN? I KNOW.
haiz,
Silas going off tmr!
mom said most part of malaysia flooded. Pahang and stuff.
Like zomg? Silas how? really must take care you know.
lols.
Im bored right now.
The Usuals are not online. ZOMG.
Kakak leaving to Malaysia for don't know what and
don't care Later at night. zoom! I have the room ALL BY MYSELF.
weee~
Maybe not. will be having abang coming in to use the lappy.
ONLINE LA ALL MY BODOHS!.
Sunday, December 09, 2007
ok, see those two girls front row, and right in the middle? im the left one.
HAHAH. idiot hair.
This is WGSSB.
Yes, I love this band so much.
I appreciate those help I get from the members.
Though I'm one of the experience member, I ain't perfect.
I'm not good at certain things while others are.
Again, I'm sorry for my actions.
I do still feel miserable about that incident.
I'm still able to cry when I think about it at times.
What Luthfi did esp, made me cry my lungs out.
And Amirul is convincing enough.
I feel really really bad. Haiz. okay.
Picture taken after our comptition.
I was pretty happy cause I really thought Wgssb
did our very best. well we did, like always.
and here comes my beloved people.
I bet you can spot me right?
okok, again, first row, 3rd from right.
IDIOT LOOKING. always..
oh, picture taken with clarinet section from wgs and st hildas.
And ASFAR kpo lah. That guy right at the back. idiot.
He's from percussion section whom I find him cute but super
duper irritating. HAHA. whatever. turned off. lols.
well oh well.
Already back from genting.
and Silas leaving to all kinds of place in Malaysia.
and guess what?, I'm gonna be silas-less.
dammit, i hate that feeling though. HAHAH.
i mean, 7 DAYS? you imagine that.
Silas, waste of time only go for hockey. haha.
no need lah. lols.
well,
it's 4.30am now.
and I'm suppose to rest now.
I'm meeting dearie Naddy later at 11.30am.
Heading to the Stadium . ahahha.
silas, dont laugh.
currently chatting with that little silas.
How nice to go online after midnight knowing I am online.
lols.
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Can't wait for school re-open despite some problem.
i mean, there's always a positive side to it right?. righto. x)
Saturday, December 08, 2007
Genting was fun indeed.
Though I've done alot of mistakes and added burden
to the teachers especially Ms Yati, I still know that the
main purpose and the top priority of the trip is
BAND COMPETITION.
- to the band and the teachers, i'm sorry for my actions.
I'm kinda lazy to talk about the whole entire trip.
Had alot of fun with the MD'S without my deardear Nadiah.
It's effing cold there. I swear.
Well, after clearing things, finally got the room keys
and headed to the room with Ruby.
Settled down and had the room organized, MY WAY. hah
But ruby, you can't deny that I did a great job kan? WEING.
People entered our room and said "wah so big and clean!"
Yes, our room is bigger then some of the other rooms.
But Ruby and I still can complain about how small our room is.
HAHAHH. idiots.
Had the competition and the results were not good.
Just 3.9% away from Gold. So yeah, it's a silver, again.
Congrats to CO for getting a Gold, again. x)
It was all good and I mean it.
St Hilda's, also a silver.
FRIENDSHIP WIND ORCHESTRA was a blast.
I love you all!
One of the days,
the band had Amazing race in the mall itself.
It was super fun though I wasn't in the mood fer
the first half. And I wanna kill those clowns for
appearing behind me. Thanks to Ruby who hugged
me and protect me from clowns. Dammit, i cried.
Yes, I hate clowns, I'm afraid of clowns.
Especially this time, they came in a group!
There's fat clowns, tall clowns, short clowns and stuff.
ok, fun time.
Played Bowling was the MD'S! again without nadiah.
Raudha kept winning and i kept on asking her to go home.
"ah part kau jer sumer org balek" weing.
But I think the overall champ is Qraisha right?.
if forgot, but I bowl alot of time but i'm the lowest.
DAMMIT.
Then headed to Haunted House.
Which wasn't that scared. I mean, it wasnt scary despite
the darkness and the atmosphere. The "ghost" were stupid.
The ghost were idiots, lame, merepek, wasting their time.
But it's shocking. And yeah, screamed ALOT.
Hyekel was my protector fer that moment.
I kept on stretching his clothes. From L to XL.
haha, sorry hyekel. There's alot of funny things happened.
to lazy to blog. x)
Went outdoor couple of times, didn't take the rides, wasn't allowed to.
Enjoy the breeze and dammit it's SUPER DUPER COLD.
let the pictures do the talking later x)
and we went to 4D motion thingy.
FUN LAH! I mean, it wasnt SHIOK.
I agree with Qraisha that we do scream F alot,
but we screamed for the sake of screaming.
funny! i enjoyed that alot. x)
ok, too lazy to continue blogging.
pictures! ugly pictures, OH I DONT CARE.
5am! silas sleeping alrd! shit!
hahaha.
Though I've done alot of mistakes and added burden
to the teachers especially Ms Yati, I still know that the
main purpose and the top priority of the trip is
BAND COMPETITION.
- to the band and the teachers, i'm sorry for my actions.
I'm kinda lazy to talk about the whole entire trip.
Had alot of fun with the MD'S without my deardear Nadiah.
It's effing cold there. I swear.
Well, after clearing things, finally got the room keys
and headed to the room with Ruby.
Settled down and had the room organized, MY WAY. hah
But ruby, you can't deny that I did a great job kan? WEING.
People entered our room and said "wah so big and clean!"
Yes, our room is bigger then some of the other rooms.
But Ruby and I still can complain about how small our room is.
HAHAHH. idiots.
Had the competition and the results were not good.
Just 3.9% away from Gold. So yeah, it's a silver, again.
Congrats to CO for getting a Gold, again. x)
It was all good and I mean it.
St Hilda's, also a silver.
FRIENDSHIP WIND ORCHESTRA was a blast.
I love you all!
One of the days,
the band had Amazing race in the mall itself.
It was super fun though I wasn't in the mood fer
the first half. And I wanna kill those clowns for
appearing behind me. Thanks to Ruby who hugged
me and protect me from clowns. Dammit, i cried.
Yes, I hate clowns, I'm afraid of clowns.
Especially this time, they came in a group!
There's fat clowns, tall clowns, short clowns and stuff.
ok, fun time.
Played Bowling was the MD'S! again without nadiah.
Raudha kept winning and i kept on asking her to go home.
"ah part kau jer sumer org balek" weing.
But I think the overall champ is Qraisha right?.
if forgot, but I bowl alot of time but i'm the lowest.
DAMMIT.
Then headed to Haunted House.
Which wasn't that scared. I mean, it wasnt scary despite
the darkness and the atmosphere. The "ghost" were stupid.
The ghost were idiots, lame, merepek, wasting their time.
But it's shocking. And yeah, screamed ALOT.
Hyekel was my protector fer that moment.
I kept on stretching his clothes. From L to XL.
haha, sorry hyekel. There's alot of funny things happened.
to lazy to blog. x)
Went outdoor couple of times, didn't take the rides, wasn't allowed to.
Enjoy the breeze and dammit it's SUPER DUPER COLD.
let the pictures do the talking later x)
and we went to 4D motion thingy.
FUN LAH! I mean, it wasnt SHIOK.
I agree with Qraisha that we do scream F alot,
but we screamed for the sake of screaming.
funny! i enjoyed that alot. x)
ok, too lazy to continue blogging.
pictures! ugly pictures, OH I DONT CARE.
5am! silas sleeping alrd! shit!
hahaha.